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Main ek housewife hoon.

Aajkal iska ek fancy naam hai—**Homemaker.**
Naam badal gaya hai, lekin sach kahun toh situation shayad utni nahi badli.

Ghar sambhalna, bachchon ko dekhna, khana banana, ghar ki chhoti-badi zarooraton ka dhyan rakhna… ye sab karte-karte kab din nikal jaata hai, pata hi nahi chalta.

Lekin mere andar ek aur bhi “main” hai.

Jo financial independent hona chahti hai.
Jo chahti hai ki uski apni ek pehchaan ho.
Kuch aisa ho jise dekhkar woh khud se kahe—
**“Haan, ye maine kiya hai.”**

Problem bas itni hai ki mujhe samajh nahi aata… **kya karun?**

Mujhe bahut saare kaam aate hain,
par koi bhi kaam itna perfect nahi lagta ki usi ko career bana loon.

Drawing achhi hai, lekin colour mixing utni achhi nahi aati.

Khana banana aata hai. Har tarah ki dishes bana leti hoon aur aksar achhi bhi ban jaati hain… lekin meri tabiyat aisi rehti hai ki zyada der khade rehna mushkil ho jaata hai.

Stitching bhi aati hai, lekin utni ki ghar ke kapdon ki repairing kar sakun.

Aur bhi bahut kuch aata hai…

Bas ek cheez nahi aati—
**apne liye ye decide karna ki main kis cheez mein achhi hoon.**

Shaadi se pehle IT company mein kaam karti thi.
Lekin shaadi ke baad job chhoot gayi.

Socha tha, kabhi na kabhi dobara join karungi.

Phir kabhi ghar, kabhi bachche, kabhi responsibilities…
aur dekhte-dekhte woh “kabhi” kab saalon mein badal gaya, pata hi nahi chala.

Kabhi-kabhi mann mein aata hai—
**shayad kuch na karna hi theek hai.**

Bachchon ko bada karo.
Unhe apne sapne poore karte dekho.
Unki aankhon mein woh khushi dekho jo shayad kabhi tumhari aankhon mein thi.

Aur shayad ye bhi ek bahut bada kaam hai.

Lekin phir dil ke kisi kone se ek sawaal uthta hai—

**“Aur mere sapne?”**

Kya maa banne ke baad apne sapnon ko bas bachchon ke sapnon mein mila dena hi zaroori hai?

Ya phir ek maa apne bachchon ko bada karte hue,
unke sapnon ko support karte hue,
apne liye bhi ek chhota sa raasta bana sakti hai?

Mujhe abhi iska jawab nahi pata.

Mujhe ye bhi nahi pata ki main kya karungi.

Bas itna pata hai ki main “kuch nahi karti” wali aurat nahi hoon.

Main har din kuch na kuch karti hoon.

Bas ab shayad waqt aa gaya hai ki in saare chhote-chhote hunar aur anubhavon ke beech,
**main khud ko bhi thoda sa dhoondhun.**

Perfect hona zaroori nahi hai.

Shayad shuruaat ke liye itna hi kaafi hai ki hum khud se poochhein—

**“Mujhe kya aata hai?” se pehle,
“Mujhe kya karna achha lagta hai?”**

Ho sakta hai career wahi se shuru ho.

Is story ka sabse strong angle mujhe **“har kaam aata hai, par kisi ek mein perfect nahi hoon”** lagta hai. Isse aap ek relatable series bhi bana sakti hain—*“Housewife se apni pehchaan tak”*—jisme aap apni real journey share karein, bina ye pretend kiye ki sab kuch already figured out hai.